MAKING FRIENDS
As you in this search for something to
hate I can feel you rally around someone with your peers but can you stand alone
Can you take the long way home Cause I stood in the circle a hundred times
before and I feel safer in the eye of a storm You can throw your stones I'll
only bleed for you one day They all answer to the hearsay but they will only
care for one day It's so small and I would love to show you all I can see you in
the middle of a doubt You told them we had a falling out Sick your dogs on me as
you take the easy way out So I will be a freak show when the circus comes to
town and I will rain on your parade without a sound Then we will draw a crowd
that's only breaking down for one day I graduate this calss with honors I will
never fail drama Making Friends Will you still hate me tomorrow?
UNFURNISHED
The TV's broke Her cheeks are soaked The
drink is empty And now he is everything she hates Her lowest day It's all the
same It's all the same This house is drowning in inevitable silence And it's
always been on In another born sick love Never made her question right or wrong
In a see of failure he's numb Upstairs disgust Small words cut through what once
was their trust And then he gots everything he wants Silent treatement She's out
of breath There's no one left around He will have regret when there is nothing
left to say And it's alway been on In another born sick love Never made him
question right or wrong In a see of failure he's numb It's already killed me
That's aleready killed me It's already been there That's nothing new I overdosed
I dug an hole I buried them and died with you In a sea of failure and I am numb
ONE THING TO LIVE
A look in your eyes what can I say
You left us here and it's a shame I would like to have helped To begin again you
decided you fate One thing to live A look at you now what's in a name You left
them there It was a shame They would like to have helped Again to begin but
potential was yours never ours before you chose your fate before you asked them
all to wait Left standing there to watch you play with your matches One god burn
deserves another two but one thing to live is one thing to live Selfish fool
nobody loves you Self resent how can they trust you Walk around with a butt
tattoo It will never do Why should you die with dignity You lived in a shame as
you ask them all to wait Left standing here to watch you lying in your ashes One
good burn deserves another two One thing to live is one thing to live
TODAY
As you expect here as the keys So come and go
as you please Wath's mine seems to be yours Welcome to my drawers Today I heard
them say a funny thing They were happy you were clean You were headed for
success in the mountains of excess Today you fail them Tomorrow more Maybe I'll
lend you some more cash Don't have to play it back I can depend on you Dependent
on everyone Why am I guilty of my bending back Over to breaking The object of
some desire Too late Too late Today I'm saving you I must have finished my last
care with that beer With some ideal I might win while losing That's some
mentality I have to finish talking I'm finished talking Today I heard a funny
thing Tey were happy you were clean And you won't be looking back to the one
that helped you pack
CONFESSION
By now you should find your mouth By now
you should call me We can work it out I fallow it until the end of concession "A
falling out" I heard from them there's no discretion I'm burning out on this By
now you should be in a better place and thinking for your self It's not your axe
to grind and this is my latest confession I hope you hear about it Victims I
know the saints come to call and bring you obsession to save you from your fall
Victim I know it wont be long 'till one worth possessing is one you'll never
reach Swallow it until the end of our concession I'm sure I'll hear from you
through them There's no discretion I'm burning out on this and this is my latest
confession I doubt you'll hear about it It's only indecision this is your latest
condition I hope you hear about it soon
BAD SCENE
Cause I'm a bad scene and here's everyone
to blame but me Everyone points We all have all our selfish points A broken
machine Used to puke up something good when we fed it and I'm sure I'll miss it
Not so sure I'll ever see you Five years desensitized You're my inspiration Ten
thousand silent miles to hell Four well drinks, I am well Six months in hiatus A
lifetime too short to save us Never wanted to be famous A good day to die off
shameless So fuck longevity when there is no use in searching for a noose
Hanging on to abuse sick of hanging around and waiting Cause it's bad scene and
there's everyone to blame but me Everyone points We all have our selfish points
A broken machine Used to puke up someting good when we fed it I'm against it Bad
scene
SMILE
I hate my friends I hate my friends I hate
my... Two in the morning here I am turning blue I'm drinking up for an old
friend Bourbon can't clean my mind of this voice in my head "I hate my friends"
Cause they make me think about the smile that I'm faking I hate my Yeah, that's
the scene that I am in Lying At odds with every bland image How many excuses can
this fool listen to You never cared There was no us only misery and distrust I
hate my...
TWENTY SEVEN
I hope you didn't mind when I saw you
turn into nothing less than nothing new Before you wait to sleep it off... How
little is enough? What can you do? before you decide to make the last mistake
With draw away from us and say good-bye to all but one that takes you ond puts
you to rest On twenty-seven street nothing will keep you warm Everything bring
you harm Everything here fails you Now lying at your feet Everyone nails you
Everyone worships you Everyone here fails you I can figure it out and it's all
about to... turn into lack of wit on sinking ships I might have jumped but you
jumped first Abandon ties that bind There's no salvation here I'd surely miss
the times when we were so depressed No I miss you I Know I miss you and you are
missing something You take a rip and then you find sedation Some salvation A
masochistic only point of view Nothing is left to you Everyond speaks the truths
Everyone here fails me Hope you didn't mind when I saw you
CHOKE
Choke choke pride Still I could only wait for
you to decide Tear it all apart You break my heart Why don't you follow through
Follow through And the day ends A so called friend A drunken bed How could you
with... Why would you... All of them No one owns you Just keep me hanging here
Tell me you need me dear Tell me you're sure I souldn't fear Lies Lies Lies
Choke Choke Please Have another drink on me My love humiliation I gave you every
chance to leave and you stayed just long enough to bury me As I understand wath
no one can see I stop And all these words seem selfish and anger you And none of
it is true But all of them confess until I choke... I tough I knew a true love I
used to think you really cared I used to think I knew True Innocence I though
that you were that I know you to well when you lie I hope you choke on them and
see for me For me And all these words seem selfish and anger you And you were
always true Am I the only want that hears you lie?
FAILURE
Pick up please The boys give you validity
They give you what you want They can never give enough Only charity until you're
sorry Victimized, one thing I can't criticize Given you struggle Could you ever
be alone? Seems impossible and still I'm sorry Saint Freedom, it's so easy when
you give up No matter what I've done I could never be the one It's never
effortless to fail I can rely on this Could you ever rely on me Jealousy The
boys give you validity No matter what you've done I could never be the one Just
a shareholder of lies I put you to bed They will always leave independent of you
You could never deny I always knew how to fail you I always knew you
TO ALL MY FRIENDS
Here's a song to all my friends I
know they'd like I remember every drunken night at the old dive Driving the
ol'wreck Trying to make it home somehow One more pit stop at our favorite
watering hole The ghost of Christmas past swallowed all our pride We'd open up
our story books and water down the eyes our demons raised their glasses singing
"I propose a toast to my friends" Who's buying the next round Cup half empty Cup
half full Perspectives and beers They weren't failure Just the regulars of my
favorite year They come and go paying their toll From mobiles homes Decaying old
unsound minds The ghost of Cristmas failure dancing to the click of time The
beating of defeat Shaking in his hands a lifetime of retreat And his regrets
were ours A time to say good-bye I've been waiting so long for you to call my
old friend To all my friends...
HIDDEN TRACK
I can see what's meant to be has
happened to us too Maybe i enjoy being screwed But i will not be missing you I'm
missing all the time We wasted on a couch You share with someone else And you
tell me Don't believe, they're all lying There's no proof, i'm not insane I
wanna thank you For all the pain.. It's a goodbye But how can i just write it
off That feelings you denied When you wasted all my time Looking for your life
You were there when i was here There's no proof, i am not insane For all the
pain it's a goodbye For all the pain it's a goodbye For all the pain it's a
goodbye